So here I am. I have been on track for four days and I get in a screaming fight with DH.
I see three options:
a) binge to make myself feel worse
b) starve to be stubborn and try to gain a feeling of control
c) carry on like nothing happened, count my points, and die a little inside
It looks like its going to be C.
I've already beat myself up, literally, so I might as well do the rational thing.
If I go with C, at least if things get bad enough, I will be thin enough for someone else to love me.