My apologies

I can't believe it's been two months. Part of it is being in denial and part of it is trying to do this secretly when hubs and I share one computer.

Today is the first day in a long time that I have actually counted points. I burned 150 calories on Wii fit. I am really going to do this.

I have gained back all my weight, weight I had kept off for more than I year, and I am devastated. I feel fat, my clothes are snug and I am noticing certain things are harder to do/reach because of my size. Not cool.

So I am really doing it. I am really starting over today and for the rest of my life.